Not pregnant My Struggle With PCOS

Not pregnant. That is what the pregnancy tests have said for the last 4 days and this morning it was confirmed when my little friend came back for the month. 

I'm not surprised, but I am disappointed. 

Nathan and I have decided to take a little break from all of this. I didn't want to start clomid while we were on vacation. (I somehow knew I was going to have to). We have a lot of things going on in our lives right now and the clomid really really messes me up. 

We are going to meet with a specialist in CR in September and go from there. 

Maybe this summer we will get a surprise, maybe we won't!  This has been such a huge part of our lives for the last 20 months, it's time to focus on ourselves and each other for a while! 

So, happy summer everyone! See you in the fall (unless a surprise happens....or I change my mind!) :)